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Monday, January 29, 2007

you're hurting me...

Settled on a ocean surface gazing luminous tide grapple with sentiments, love and pen in hold struggle to write down to you. Seagulls dodge wind surprisingly with waves cracking and pouring. The claw mark of my pen and the weary of an alluring heart within. Daybook turn into midnight hours scribble as the sun spout from the celestial sphere, fawning you were here with me now, thus I urge you to buzz me why? The deep cushy and pleasant rolling, gleaming aurous red orange hue, a cherry tapestry withdrawn before me, and a hope to ravine my thoughts to you. Our shared star cascading beneath the secluded realm heat arc, neutralize sharp vague blue, violet, pink, orange and red sequence. Glowing stars arises one by one of which of each shall I call for? A telescopic blaze of desire to calm the heartache of missing you sadness. Walking down the flow, waves overflowing, affected tears rolling down, letters are through cleansed by the waves, blue ink blots down. Well written words are not satisfying enough to utter how I feel inside, what can I conclude? I really wish you right here with me by my side. A further nightfall by itself walking unescorted this deserted strand, it’s not virtuous to be so distant from you in this genuine love. I chase my brain to awaken your beauteous face appearance and grin, just to have treasured moments with you for a while. My salty tear washed out by waves splash and chilling air, waves breaking off all over my feet, resulting to dripping into my knees. Air shrieking around my ears I cry out your name, only to be damp away by the natural active drizzle.

You swear that you decide on to be right next to me. Anyhow you treat me as if I’m a substitute. You swear that you’ll bestow me all that respect that I wish. Precisely right now you’re telling me, ‘really?!’ and swear that you will not look after the thing. But why now you’re along with into smoking? you swear to me that we’ll constantly be stable. Forthwith, it seemingly that that we don’t get acquainted to each other anymore. Why assure to be attached but then you are taking on someone else. Why you swear to love me beyond limits, but wasn’t you who privately called it quits? You swear to me not to rift my heart but still it has ruined away. You swear me all these things but I then get nothing.


Even though your stare was appealing and your face was always shining from the beacon beneath. The clouds was still so gloomy but still accompanies my breathe. It’s so surreal of feeling this agony that I can’t almost take. By just looking at you bluffs beauty clear, thinking you’re always there for me though I know we’re not compelled to be. Your eyes dazzling like they’re saying, ‘I eternally love admiring you’, but still then without a meaning. Don’t initiate away of why I can’t stop crying. My sprout wings unfurled without urging, even if it makes me not to fly. I unblemished the ache inside my mystical pocket, my sentimental fool seems my deserted wallet. The aftermost words I say is, ‘I love you deeper’, not or even, ‘please guide me in driving this pain’. But I unbidden myself ‘why?’ what obtained this misery? It’s killing me to presume that I posses you and everything and craving that my heart so loves you. This is not proper I know it’s exact. While I see you cry and the sanity that my heart is thumping admittedly can’t break off me from screaming. But the lasting words I said, ‘why can’t you set me free? Hale, you’re hurting me.
Posted by coco at 11:37 AM 3 comments

Friday, January 12, 2007

should be...

when someone or somebody will do something wrong to me and really drove me freaking mad, well i just don't do the same to her / him but instead i'll kill him with sweet kindness because as they say guilty feelings is always a nastier revenge and i believe in it. sometimes i just can't take things back to the way they used to be no matter how i try or regardless of how sorry i am because i think or rather let say in life there are no rewinds only plays so we have to play it right... sometimes we have to realize that love is not enough to make a relationship work... we need to have trust for each other, respect, time, effort and a very total commitment. if that certain someone doesn't show any respect, doesn't earn my trust and cannot keep a promise then no matter how many times he say 'i love you' those words will be empty... someone told me that i should take time to listen to what he doesn't say, take time to look at what he doesn't show because maybe there are some secrets hidden beneath his words...! so that is why i shouldn't let passion but wisdom decide for me, and i should love wisely because it's never easy to love and get hurt and i don't know if i can bear it...
Posted by coco at 1:11 PM 5 comments

Friday, January 05, 2007

always...

I can’t sleep anymore without thinking of you. I won’t forget the tears I cried with all those sleepless nights that passes by, I will always hold a special place for you here inside my heart. There were so many good times that I know will last forever. There where minutes that I’m gone swearing that you’ll never leave me and promises that you will always be there right by my side, in your heart and in your eyes. This time I’ll give it up because I know that there are things that are better left unsaid and that all I have right now are the lasting dreams were our words spoke more this time it seems. I’m already lost just for you with those moments that stay true. I will go far away as I can just to be able to say to you that I missed you much. I really missed the chance I have to say to you that those memories of years we had that passed away will always be forever true. The walls between us that keep us apart tell the stories of passed years that gone by. You, breaking the promises, having some of our pictures in black and white, holding back the words I’ve said and bid goodbye with open wound and broken heart, I somehow wish to say that time to please stay even for one last night.
Posted by coco at 12:54 PM 4 comments
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