sudden change

can't believe what happen, and it's so depressing... do I really look like someone who you can't trust? so sad to know that the people you expected to be there for you or at least defend you or yet to tell you what is about going to happen, never did tell you even a single word. now I know how it feels like when you're being talked about behind your back, especially if the thing they're talking about is something that involves you, and yet never bothered to tell, so at least you can correct it as much as possible...