sudden change

can't believe what happen, and it's so depressing... do I really look like someone who you can't trust? so sad to know that the people you expected to be there for you or at least defend you or yet to tell you what is about going to happen, never did tell you even a single word. now I know how it feels like when you're being talked about behind your back, especially if the thing they're talking about is something that involves you, and yet never bothered to tell, so at least you can correct it as much as possible...

back...

and now I'm back, not for good just for updates and stuffs... :P

1-1-2012

just did some regular stuff like eating and watching tv, but later in the afternoon we went to my aunt's house for a visit and some follow up for their upcoming reunion, and then went home... happy new year...

xmas parties in a row...

last dec. 10, 2011 I attended a xmas party with my college friends... although the no. is not so big but still we were able to have fun, from videoke to xchange gifts and games.... and come to think of it, that might be only a pre-xmas party of our group, because like what my other friend says due to the public demand there will be another party that will be held @ 1 of our classmate's house which is Leizl's house in SMS.. hahaha sorry liz, majority wins... here are some of the shots that were taken during the dec. 10 xmas' party... 

and the following day dec. 11, 2011, again I had to prepare for another party that I have to attend to which is the DAVAO BLOGGERS BLACK&WHITE CHRISTMAS BALL 2011 that was held at Cafe Aurora in The Metropolis Suites. that was my 2nd time to be able to attend such party of an organization which I'm one of the members. that time we have to wear formal in black or white to vouch for the event's theme... in fairness to the organizers I saw that everyone had so much fun that night including me so thanks to them... :P and again here's some snapshots taken during the event..

DAVAO BLOGGERS President Leah Valle

Rep. of Davao City Mayor Sarah Dutere from DOT

RD of Tourism Davao chapter

:D

I've grown to love you more while being being with you because honestly at first I don't think I've felt something other than just being friends, didn't feel any spark like the other girls did when just starting to have their relationship to being more than just friends... but as time goes by, seeing you trying your best to please me in any way you can, what else can I ask for?! you did make me fall for you for no reason.. hoping you just keep being the way you are and please don't change... :D

honestly

seriously and HONESTLY, i'm kinda tired working as an employee... I want to have a work which will make me as the BOSS...! hahaha

if we haven't owed you something the hell I care what or where are you right now... you really changed a lot and I can't stand it, it makes me sick by just thinking of it... you were one of those who was expected to support all through this time but look what you are trying to do..? it seems like you don't want to help and you're pushing yourself so far from us & if I were you don't turn back because I doubt or I don't know if someone will watch out for you...

i'm back....

i will be back for sure...

hello....

what a day... why is it these days i'm soooooo moody...?!!! it's like i''m in an outrage ready to go in a war or something... i was kinda bothered of something that i don't know what it is and that's what makes mem angry... tsk... tsk... tsk... anyway... it's so good to be abck here... see you soon...

damn...

it was so unnerving and i can't take it... i really don't know if i did something stupid but i can feel it... and again i want it to be erased, as in totally obliterate...

just...

just when i thought i was over you...! familiar... yeah right... and i really hate it... why do i have to see your picture? and why you keep popping out in my dreams...?!! duh.. it really sucks...

shattered optimism...

they say that what makes the old days special is the means each one reminisce the farther like when we're isolated, we yearn the talks, the laughters and the continuance we've been together... as vitality is a perpetual diminish, LOVE is the tremendous astonishment... it takes endeavor and admission... i always choke up whenever i'm hurt, and pessismistic when being omitted... but as what my friends say, i must seize and always bear in mind that LOVE shake up when it's real...

well... well... well...

moved over ____________________ here comes my flintstone...

'i caught myself thinking of the moments spent with you... maybe i'm a little bit lonely! but being far from you gives me chance to realize how much you mean to me... and how much i miss your company...!'



got this quote from the cellphone of my dear sister, and i just can't help myself posting it here, maybe because i can picture myself in it...

should i divulge my feelings for you? but honestly i do repute that you already know...

hahaha

at last i found you.... but for no reason why i feel nothing about it...

now that my birthday is coming up, why i keep seeing things that reminds me of you....? is it because i always kept thinking of you...???

i'm back.... sorry guyz if i made you worry, it's just that i can't just easily use an internet connection w/in my workplace because.... i was the only one using the pc, and if something happens to it well i'm dead in other words goodbye...

just when...

oh my... just when i thought i was over you, but now why is it that it bothers me a lot...?!!! and as i was trying so hard of what it is, i realized that it pained me so much that i just don't know what to do, i really do... but why?

greetings

happy birthday MARY GRACE IGNACIO....!!! as always wishing you all the best and luck may you have many more bbirths to come.... mwu..............................ah...!!