you're hurting me...

Settled on a ocean surface gazing luminous tide grapple with sentiments, love and pen in hold struggle to write down to you. Seagulls dodge wind surprisingly with waves cracking and pouring. The claw mark of my pen and the weary of an alluring heart within. Daybook turn into midnight hours scribble as the sun spout from the celestial sphere, fawning you were here with me now, thus I urge you to buzz me why? The deep cushy and pleasant rolling, gleaming aurous red orange hue, a cherry tapestry withdrawn before me, and a hope to ravine my thoughts to you. Our shared star cascading beneath the secluded realm heat arc, neutralize sharp vague blue, violet, pink, orange and red sequence. Glowing stars arises one by one of which of each shall I call for? A telescopic blaze of desire to calm the heartache of missing you sadness. Walking down the flow, waves overflowing, affected tears rolling down, letters are through cleansed by the waves, blue ink blots down. Well written words are not satisfying enough to utter how I feel inside, what can I conclude? I really wish you right here with me by my side. A further nightfall by itself walking unescorted this deserted strand, it’s not virtuous to be so distant from you in this genuine love. I chase my brain to awaken your beauteous face appearance and grin, just to have treasured moments with you for a while. My salty tear washed out by waves splash and chilling air, waves breaking off all over my feet, resulting to dripping into my knees. Air shrieking around my ears I cry out your name, only to be damp away by the natural active drizzle.

You swear that you decide on to be right next to me. Anyhow you treat me as if I’m a substitute. You swear that you’ll bestow me all that respect that I wish. Precisely right now you’re telling me, ‘really?!’ and swear that you will not look after the thing. But why now you’re along with into smoking? you swear to me that we’ll constantly be stable. Forthwith, it seemingly that that we don’t get acquainted to each other anymore. Why assure to be attached but then you are taking on someone else. Why you swear to love me beyond limits, but wasn’t you who privately called it quits? You swear to me not to rift my heart but still it has ruined away. You swear me all these things but I then get nothing.

Even though your stare was appealing and your face was always shining from the beacon beneath. The clouds was still so gloomy but still accompanies my breathe. It’s so surreal of feeling this agony that I can’t almost take. By just looking at you bluffs beauty clear, thinking you’re always there for me though I know we’re not compelled to be. Your eyes dazzling like they’re saying, ‘I eternally love admiring you’, but still then without a meaning. Don’t initiate away of why I can’t stop crying. My sprout wings unfurled without urging, even if it makes me not to fly. I unblemished the ache inside my mystical pocket, my sentimental fool seems my deserted wallet. The aftermost words I say is, ‘I love you deeper’, not or even, ‘please guide me in driving this pain’. But I unbidden myself ‘why?’ what obtained this misery? It’s killing me to presume that I posses you and everything and craving that my heart so loves you. This is not proper I know it’s exact. While I see you cry and the sanity that my heart is thumping admittedly can’t break off me from screaming. But the lasting words I said, ‘why can’t you set me free? Hale, you’re hurting me.