shit...

hmmpf... why of all people...? i feel stupid everytime you come nearby... i can't stand to think that i might still have this sentiment for him... what the heck...!!! i have promised to myself that i shouldn't do anything that will make me fall for him once more because i just imagine that this stupid feeling of mine will give up and demand a another chance... why should i? i had enough already that i can't hold with it anymore... and besides i think for sure that i have long ago moved on, you know that presentiment i had before... right now at the moment i'm striving hard not to be so engross whenever he's near because i feel like i'm starting to get graceless... i really wonder why i have to feel this way when i really don't have to...