ahmmm...

'i cried myself to sleep last night when i woke up there were tears stains on my pillow it hurts so much to sacrifice what i gave up without you in my life i will always be lonely losing the love from someone like you...'

this is my favorite line from the song Losing the Love by Joy Enriquez... i don't know but everytime i hear this favorite song of mine i remember my stupidity that i can't imagine i was able to do it... sacrificing what i gave up it really hurts and it took me so much time to cope up and move on... ahmmm actually i think until now i still have this pain inside that i'm trying to hide and that makes me wonder why...