'i think of you too often wishing we'd be free... all the things i wish to happen never came for you and me'



sounds familiar? well you guys are right, i got this line from a song that until know i don't know what the title is... well anyways, why i posted this? it's because, it affects me a bit... i always have this intuition of someone so dear to me, s/he nice sometimes cocky but i don't care about it, what i'm worried about right now is that it feels like we need some space to have that depth of swallowing our pride of staying away with each other. it feels weird that we may be near with each other lately physically but we're not when it comes to mentally spiritually and emotionally... i was always thought that never to give up on something that i know i can do it, but what can i do if it will never really happen...? i know that we cannot get all what we want and must wait until such time when we almost gave up but still has this fool's paradise... though it's tormenting but we have to, to soothe the situation we're in...