if we haven't owed you something the hell I care what or where are you right now... you really changed a lot and I can't stand it, it makes me sick by just thinking of it... you were one of those who was expected to support all through this time but look what you are trying to do..? it seems like you don't want to help and you're pushing yourself so far from us & if I were you don't turn back because I doubt or I don't know if someone will watch out for you...